happy autumn!

first day of october.... well the second day.

i have a renewed feeling. like everything is lighter. everything is easier. everything is better. but i know it isn't any different. i just feel different. but it's nice. i don't mind wallowing in it for a bit.

things are going smoothly. i'm getting things done. it feels good.

i'm still having difficulties waking up at a reasonable hour, or more truthfully getting out of bed at a reasonable hour, but i'll manage. i have high hopes for tomorrow. you never know though.

i'm planning a trip to target... duh duh duh. it's so bad going there. i want everything and can't buy anything. it's difficult. but go there i must. i have my list, and hopefully i stick to it. i might scope out bedding and drapery. i'm in need. oh and a christmas tree. there're only $30; i don't think they'll get any cheaper.

hahaha it isn't even halloween and i'm thinking about christmas.