i don't know about you, but i can only reach that calm place in my mind, after a cleaning of my bedroom. with everything in its place, or in its temporary home i feel much more at ease. i breathe easier and think clearer. i start to dream of the future, since i don't have to worry about the present.
everything is good right now. grad school is going better than i would let myself hope. i have a great apartment with a great roommate. i'm in a great relationship, even though it's long-distance. and i have all the free time in the world.
i could use a job. and my boyfriend could finally decide to move to chicago. and my family is always a bit of a problem. but i really wouldn't change anything right at this moment. (except maybe the family. hahaha) but i do think of an ideal future. and what can i do now to make it a reality. is it really that difficult to be happy? i don't believe people who say it is. i believe that whatever you want to can get. though you may have to make some compromises. and be realistic.
i love being in this place. where i can let my thoughts run to such things without stressing me out, without adding onto all the other things i have got to get done. where i'm just calm.
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