trying to restart my life

my battery is a bit low and i'm running out of time. the days are starting to take a toll on me. i still am in need of a job. i've started the spring semester and it's isn't going very well. and the money is definitely tight.

i feel like i've applied to every job that is slightly in and out of my range. and there's nothing. money's thin. i am getting my tax return (definite bank) but i promised that it would all go towards my school tuition. then the classes themselves. boring! and the homework is a joke. one teacher i really like. i had him last semester, and i still like him. he's a pretty awesome teacher. but the other one. whoa! is she awful! doesn't really teach. what we need to learn from the class, we can get out of the book and from her powerpoints (which she puts online).so we don't really need her, just the posts online.

i had a really bad day yesterday. but today i'm feeling better, more productive, and the like. and i'm joking with my boyfriend about turning my apartment into a library. quick thought: i don't think it's necessarily the shelves of books that i like about libraries. i think it's the amount of organization. libraries are usually highly organized. and i love organizing!!!

so on that note... i'm trying to organize my life. ask a few important questions. and work through it. (though not employed.)