still jobless, i've been thinking about what makes me happy. and what things i need in my life in order to be happy. i have a short list, that can expound into a massive list; it contains only four items.
one, a good living situation. that can mean apartment, or roommates, or neighborhood. as long as you like being at home. and don't dread coming home.
two, doing well at school. this one seems temporary, but it fits in the larger bracket of a satisfying social life.
three, a wonderful relationship with someone that makes you happy. and allows you to be who you are.
and four, a purpose to life. something that occupies your time and makes you feel accomplished.
i have three of the four. that leads me to conclude that to be truly happy you need all four. i love my apartment. it's my favorite out of all the places i've lived. and i can imagine living here for a considerably long time. i'm getting good grades and making friends at school which was the point of going. i have an amazing boyfriend, who is completely understanding and loving and perfect (even no one is). all i'm missing is the purpose. and a job would fill that for me. school is entertaining and educative, but it doesn't take enough time nor does it give an immense feeling of accomplishment. a job, i feel, would do exactly that. now if only i could get one that isn't a total waste.
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