silver lining

as the last post sort of implied, i am insanely stressed out. about finding a job, finishing school, finding an apartment, packing, and finally moving. so stressed out that i'm having stress dreams. example: last night i dreamt that i had to rush home from class to go pack. so then i wake up still totally stressed and still tired. the worst...

so today i had to go pick up my paycheck and had a lovely chat with the woman at the temp agency. (i have no idea what her title or position are, so i am going to refrain from calling her the administrative assistant.) she was legitimately excited for the prospect of me moving to new york. and she laughed when i described how stressed out i am. for some reason this wasn't insulting; it was a refreshing break. everyone else i've talked to have been wonderfully empathetic, but i apparently needed someone lighthearted.

so now she has me looking at what i originally thought was 'the light at the end of the tunnel' but i realized that'll apply when i get closer to the move date. what i see now is 'the silver lining'. when i move, when all this stuff is over, i'll be back in new york! i'll get to see all of my friends whenever i want! and best of all i'll get to see my boyfriend whenever i want! thank god! now i almost can't wait! i'm still daunted by all the planning that needs to happen, but nothing beats the silver lining!