i'm a mess

i wouldn't say that too often about myself. but that's how i feel today. there's stuff everywhere. i'm moving again in 4 days. and there's plenty of things i need to get done before then. plus some other things i've just got myself into. a few art projects. plus i need to find that perfect job still. what the fuck...

to do (and i'm going to number that shit by importance)
1. call IDES
2. shower/dressed
3. clean off bed
4. take out trash
5. go to post office
6. go to New West
7. get cash
8. lunch
9. homework situation
10. magnet 4 boyfriend
...plus much more. that isn't important enough to be done today.

i wish that made me feel better.