a new day

i was quite organized today. as you know, the past few weeks i've been not myself. really in a messy state at all times. but today i was brilliantly organized. more than to-the-tee. everything i needed to get done today has been done. (not including by homework that is due tomorrow, but that'll get done tonight.) and earlier than needed. i scheduled out my day. i think that's the best way to go. it makes me freak out a little about getting a lot done in a little amount of time. this method only works when there are pressing things that need to get done. but because of the schedule, i woke up earlier than i normally would and earlier than i had planned. starting the whole day on the right foot.

i might try this tactic tomorrow as well. we'll see, we'll see. i don't really know what all i need to do tomorrow, or even this week. i'm still a bit scattered, but i think i'll be reasonably productive this week.

i need to allow myself some bit of dream time, where i can just float off into nowhere which i do from time to time, without damping my energies for the day. i should also do a few problems every day for my economic class, instead of in large blocks. trying to do thirteen problems at once was too taxiing.

something that is totally leading my life into craziness is being a group leader for my estimating class. if i could get one more member, i'd feel better about the whole thing. but i'm still short one. and everyone's emails about the groups are completely ridiculous. and are causing me to go insane.